I am Lian Qiao, an ordinary normal school student who has been "disembarked" several times in the public examination.
On the day I received the call from the Education Bureau, I was lying in a rental house and sleeping, my hair stuck to my face, and the fan couldn't blow away the summer hot flashes. It was my third year after graduation. I had worked in teaching and training, washed dishes, and delivered express delivery—I had already taken off Kong Yiji's gown, but at this time someone handed me a "high imitation" one.
Non-staff teacher. The salary is less than half of the regular salary, but the work is still a lot of work. Everyone said: "You work first, take the exam slowly, and you will eventually pass." Only I know that in this small town, there are no "disembarkers" like me who are struggling hard to get ashore, and very few of them can get what they want in the end.
I had many fantasies before entering school.
After entering the school, those illusions were shattered——
During the first class, the students in the back row were sleeping on their stomachs, while the students in the front row were whispering;
The first time I checked my homework, there were 45 people in the class, and they submitted 26 books, many of which were plagiarized from each other;
The first time I was interviewed by the leader, the reason was: "You are a non-staff member, you have to do more, otherwise how can you stay?"
During those days, I was taught to re-recognize the word "teacher" every moment.
I want to record these real days. Maybe you are also a teacher, maybe you have been wandering on the edge of the system, maybe you just want to know what kind of story is hidden under a "high imitation" gown.
Concept: Non-staff status is like a high imitation gown that is not breathable when put on but cool when taken off.