My brother died and I was sad.
Shen Zhaoye was also sad. He followed my brother when he was alive, but he is still looking for me when he is gone - I think he likes my brother and can't get out. I don't know how to tell him that the person he is waiting for will never come back.
We never contacted each other after we were 17 years old.
At the age of 21, we met again. I changed a face, an identity, and said "My name is Ji Lingyu." He looked at me for a while and said, "You know me." I said, "No."
He said: "Then what are you hiding from?"
——I thought he was looking for my brother. Later I found out that he was looking for me all along. My brother never liked him, and he never liked my brother. It was me who thought there was a relationship that would continue, but in fact, from the beginning to the end, I was the one who was reluctant to let go.
I thought I was remembering someone for him. In fact, I didn't want him to stand there alone with nothing.
Intention: How long does a person have to live for another person before he realizes that he does not have to live like him?