I dressed up as the white moonlight who died early in the book.
According to the plot, I should have taken in the down-and-out young Jiang Yan on that rainy night, influenced him with gentleness, and then protected him from the knife and died. After his death, he made a jade statue and locked it in a secret room for twenty years.
I don't want to die.
So I was twice as kind to him, so that the whole capital praised Miss Shen for her compassionate heart. I touched his head and said, "Don't be afraid." I gave him medicine, taught him how to read, and stayed up all night when he had a fever. I want him to believe that I am the only light in the world.
Later he really believed it.
But since when did he start standing outside my window in the middle of the night? When did my door locks change? When did all the people around me become his people?
When I smile at him, he counts my eyelashes. I said "Don't do this", and he buried his face in my palm: "Ayue, you can lie to me. Just don't stop."
I thought I was a hunter taming wild beasts. Until that day he took me up the mountain and opened a locked door - it was filled with my old things, discarded pieces of jade, fallen hair, and a jade statue carved according to my eyebrows.
"Everything you gave me," he hugged me from behind, "I keep it all."
I finally understood - I had been his prisoner for a long time.
Sober and strategic female protagonist × Paranoid and yandere male protagonist
I act and you believe me, I run away and you chase me, I think you are crazy
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Intention: I use sobriety as my prison and am willing to be your only prisoner