Su Nian was twenty years old and had been trapped in two unbreakable shackles for a long time.
One is the repressive and suffocating native family. The long-term denial and neglect have worn away all her confidence, and she has developed a sensitive and low self-esteem; the other is the five-year one-way secret love, which makes her heart beat alone and suffers from repeated internal conflicts. All her emotions are pinned in a heart that has no response.
Anxiety and somatic insomnia followed one after another, disrupting her originally planned life. She was trapped in a small room, confronting her collapsed and fragile self every day. In the past, she had always stubbornly sought favor and salvation from others, hoping that someone would see through her hidden grievances and pull her out of the mud.
After enduring countless unbearable late nights, she finally realized that the joys and sorrows of the world were never connected, and no one could hold an umbrella for her forever. Let go of the obsession of not getting what you want, let go of the scars left by your youth, and accept all your sensitivities and imperfections.
It turns out that all the difficulties and sufferings in the world can only be overcome by oneself.
Purpose: It tells the story of a sensitive girl, Su Nian, who is faced with the multiple dilemmas of family trauma, long-term crush, obsession, and emotional pain. She stops looking for salvation, learns to accept herself, reconcile with the past, completes self-healing and growth, and expresses the core idea that only through self-surmounting can escape all the ups and downs in life.