I Have Emotional Disturbance

This is a desperate world dominated by an unknown system called "Thriller Paradise". Countless players are forcibly pulled into layers of closed-loop death copies, and their lives are used as bets to participate in endless rules games, human hearts fighting and dark trials. No one knows the origin of the system, and no one has seen the real end point. The only consensus among all those who enter the system is to obey, struggle, calculate, and survive until they completely fall or pass the level by luck in exchange for a short respite. Among countless players who have been thrown into desperate situations, Gu Yu is the most special being. He has the only zero-fear physique in the copy world, with no feeling, no trembling, no mental flaw, and is not corroded by resentful spirits, not bewitched by illusions, and is not restrained by fear. Others are afraid of ghosts, darkness, and death. He is sober and independent from beginning to end, staying out of fear and overlooking every killing and destruction with cold eyes. He once broke through the disaster-level abyss dungeon alone, and experienced the ultimate desperate situation where consciousness collapsed and darkness swallowed the world. He had an extremely cold heart, reason overriding emotions, and was used to entering, breaking through, and dealing with the aftermath alone. Walking alone for a long time made him alienate from the crowd. He did not believe in his companions, good intentions, or luck, but only believed in the only way out that he had deduced. Until he met Shen prisoner. Shen Qian is the top rational think tank in the system, calm, indifferent, extremely self-interested, without empathy, and without mercy. He never cares about the weak, never wastes energy on useless emotions, and regards all those who are wavering, cowardly, stupid, and out of control as waste in the chess game, disposable, disposable, and expendable. He is good at deconstructing all conspiracies, seeing through everyone's hearts, and predicting the direction of all deaths. His gaming accuracy is extremely accurate, and he leaves no room for killing decisions. When everyone is gripped by fear, dominated by panic, and manipulated by selfishness, he always stands in the most sober position, controlling the overall situation, resetting the rhythm, and locking in the optimal survival probability. In the entire horror game of endless reincarnation, everyone is defective, everyone is paranoid, and everyone has a fatal weakness. Only Gu Yu and Shen Qian are each other's only perfect kind. They are equally extremely calm, equally stripped of their emotions, equally good at breaking situations, and equally able to see through the corruption and darkness of human nature. What others see is ghostly murderous intent and desperate death. What they see is just a cold system of rules that can be dismantled, deduced, and controlled. Others rely on luck, teamwork, and sacrificing others to survive, while they rely on logic, prediction, and absolutely reciprocal tacit understanding to survive. There is no passionate bond between the two, no deliberate tenderness. All connections are hidden under reason, in games, and in the gap between life and death. They never need verbal confirmation, deliberate protection, consideration, accommodation, or softness. However, in a desperate situation where everyone is panicked, their hearts are broken, their teammates are betrayed, and they are surrounded by conspiracies, they will subconsciously lock each other, synchronize their thoughts, share the greatest risks, and guard each other's only position. In countless dungeon battles, they witnessed the ugliest greed, the most absurd luck, and the coldest betrayal of human nature. I have seen teammates pushing people to death in order to protect themselves, I have seen weak people collapse and go crazy in fear, and I have seen everyone tearing each other apart, doubting each other, and self-destructing the whole situation in order to survive. The more they see through the desolation of human hearts, the desolation of the world, and the darkness and uncertainty, the more convinced they are that each other is unique. Among the thousands of players in the world, no one can keep up with Gu Yu's calmness, and no one can take on Shen Qian's calculations. Only with each other, our thoughts resonate, our rhythms match, we are evenly matched, and we meet our opponents. They are opponents and only companions; they are chess players playing against each other, and they are the only remaining companions in the darkness. In this horror paradise of endless reincarnation and never-ending peace, everyone is struggling to survive, drifting with the tide, and eking out an existence. Only they, with reason as the blade and tacit understanding as the shield, can firmly guard each other, the way to survive, and the only faith that will not collapse in the layers of death chess game. The desperate situation is endless, the darkness is endless, the human heart is always festering, and life and death are always uncertain. But from the moment they met, they were no longer alone in the dark. The sky is full of ghosts, killings everywhere, countless schemes, and endless nights. You lay out the chess game rationally, and I overcome all difficulties without fear. The world is in ruins, but you and me will never lose. Intention: love yourself