I was dragged by my father to participate in various chambers of commerce since I was a child. Watching my father try to please others for profit, I learned to watch people's words and emotions. My parents' long-term suppression caused me to have low self-esteem and lack of self-confidence. I learned skills once I learned them, but I couldn't improve no matter how hard I studied.
Repeated self-torture, anxiety, fear of the future, fear of growing up
She rarely has close friends, but in the eyes of others, she is very optimistic, cheerful, and gentle. In the end, she slowly looked away and kept counterattacking.
Purpose: Self-taught multiple skills, self-salvation to complete counterattack. Long-term suppression by parents when I was young has caused low self-esteem now, but I can learn many skills by myself.