Everyone Thinks He Has Lost His Memory
万人嫌他失忆了
by The Evening Breeze Hits the South Wall (晚风撞南墙)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 121k Words
- Chapters
- 17
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Ancient Era
- Updated
- 2mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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He is disliked by thousands of people in the immortal sect, he is cheerful and loves to laugh, but because he saved the descendants of the tyrant, he was conquered by the sect, fell to the earth, and lost his memory. The five conquerors—Senior Brother Bingshan, the gentle healer, the fiery brother, the paranoid devil, and the rescued descendants—collectively searched for him in the lower world. Meeting again in the sea of people, they recognized him, but he did not recognize them. Everyone wants him to fall in love with themselves first, but they dare not tell him - hidden in your lost memory is the life we owe you and the penetrating wound on your chest. Intention: "Thousands of people dislike" is not the judgment of fate, but the sin of bystanders. --- Expand the explanation: On the surface, this novel is a story about "ten thousand people are suspected of being conquered → amnesia → five people chase their wives" in the setting of Xianxia, but its core explores the following propositions: 1. The truth about "choice" It was not that Wu Gong didn't "want" to protect Shen Du at first, but that he "dare not" - they were wrapped up in layers of identity, sect, orthodoxy, history, and justice, and thought they had "no choice." After Shen Du fell, they discovered that the so-called "no choice" was just an excuse for them not to pay the price. The core growth line of the novel is that these five people learn to "take responsibility for their own choices" - including taking responsibility for the choice of "not choosing him". 2. The truth about "thousands of people suspect" "Thousands of people dislike him" is not because he is really disliked. On the contrary, he is a cheerful, delicate, kind-hearted person with a beautiful smile. He was despised by thousands of people because he saved a person who "should not be saved" - and the standard of "should not be saved" is set by power. This is a novel about a "good guy who is wronged." Shen Du did nothing wrong until his death (or rather, until his fall), but he bore all the consequences. This absurd lack of justice is the norm in the world, and it is also the deepest source of tragedy. 3. About "memory" and "identity" Shen Du, who lost his memory, lived happier than before. He doesn't remember who he is, the betrayals and injuries, and he works as an ordinary doctor and Taoist priest in Qingchuan Town, treating people, exorcising ghosts, growing herbs, and laughing. This raises the question: Are the "pasts" we desperately want to remember really worth remembering? Can those "pains" we desperately want to forget really be forgotten? The five attackers face the opposite problem: they hope Shen Du will remember the past, because only by remembering can they forgive - but they are also afraid that Shen Du will remember, because the first reaction after remembering is most likely not to forgive, but to leave for the second time. 4. About the two sides of "love" and "hurt" Each of the five people in the novel "loved" Shen Du in his own way, but each of them hurt him. This kind of harm is not due to lack of love, but precisely because love is too repressed, too forbearing, and too controlled by external conditions. This reveals a cruel truth: love alone is not enough to save a person. Love requires courage, action, and making the right choice at the right time—and these are exactly what the five attackers lacked at the beginning. 5. About "Second Chances" After Shen Du fell into the world, he received a "new life" - a new life that was clean, blank, and not defined by the past. The five attackers chasing him are essentially begging for a "second chance": not to let him love them again, but to let them choose again, this time choosing him. The final point of the novel is not "who gets Shendu", but "everyone finds the part of themselves that they lost in this search." --- One sentence summarizes the core idea: The "dislike" of some people is the apology the whole world owes them. And his rebirth is the last chance for this world.