In 1995, during the rainy season in the south of the Yangtze River, sixteen-year-old Su Wan stood in front of the high school entrance examination list. Six points behind her, her life was forked.
Under the lonely light of the rural high school, she adhered to the bottom line of "prioritizing the college entrance examination" and quietly hid her ignorant thoughts in her diary. Until that sudden rainstorm, he thrust the only umbrella into her hand - she thought that this was the prelude to a two-way journey.
On the National Day of 1998, the red brick wall of the B&B separated two adjacent rooms, but it could not separate the sober and almost cruel trade-off: "I choose friendship." After three years of heartbeat, it finally shattered into powder in the silence.
The red leaves of Xiangshan Mountain in the western suburbs of Beijing, one per week, span thousands of miles, and the back says: "Take your time, don't force yourself to walk out of the past."
At 21:17 on March 3, 1999, the call was connected for four minutes and twenty-two seconds. She calmly analyzed the risk aversion in his bones, and then hung up gently.
People always say that missing out is due to shallow fate. But Su Wan understood that the vast majority of people who passed by each other were never a mistake, but a conscious and active choice.
There are never ifs in this world.
There is only the late enlightenment and the rest of my life that is finally properly settled.
Intention: Many misses in life are not a trick of fate, but a conscious and active choice of each person. Only by accepting your true nature and regrets, and making peace with the past, can you properly place yourself in the present and the rest of your life.