I am an extremely ordinary person among all students. In the vast sea of people, no one will be able to see me at first glance.
He walks with his head lowered and communicates with others sideways. His body is full of social fears and resistance to social interaction.
The weirdo is me.
Day after day, year after year, I lived in a corner. I just realized that I had no value. My life was already so bad when I was only 16 years old. After that, my life would get worse and worse, so I thought there was no need for me to work hard and be positive.
So I learned to be silent and don't want to owe anyone anything. As long as we have intersections, there will be debts and feelings. No matter what, this stuff drains my energy over and over again.
I don't want to be like this. No one should care about me. Being alone is the best destination for me.
But later I seemed to realize that I was wrong. No matter how calm the water is, there will be ripples, let alone a living person?
Then I discovered that I seemed to be still alive.
How good it is to be alive.
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The short story is about 30,000 to 40,000 words long. The main text is in the first person, and there will be dual perspectives later.
Probably some slow-paced daily short story.
Intention: There is no need to bury the unspeakable emotions in your heart.