Life is just an experience. As long as you keep moving forward, even after drinking Meng Po soup, you will remember the reason why you chose to be a human being again.
The reason why I firmly believe that I can remember it is because when I drank Meng Po soup, I secretly spit it out, so those bits and pieces always appeared in my dreams secretly and cleverly. It's confusing, but there's nothing you can do about it.
Why do you want to be reincarnated but not let go of the memories of your previous life?
What's on your mind?