21-Year-old Yan Lingdie was lying on a wooden bed covered with old sheets that had been washed to white on a rainy night with thunderstorms. The thunderstorm outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, but she didn't even have the strength to turn over. She just lay there blankly, her eyes as empty as sponges swollen by rain. Her phone vibrated three times next to the pillow, which was a message from the landlord calling for rent. She finally slowly stretched out her hand to swipe the screen to check the time. The light of the mobile phone shone on her pale face. She opened the red envelope balance in a clever way, looked at the pitiful string of numbers, gritted her teeth and transferred the remaining money to the landlord. When the notification that the transfer was successful popped up, she raised her eyes in a daze. Her fingertips inadvertently swept to the top of the screen, and the three words Li Muyang caught her eyes unexpectedly. His dialog box sat there quietly, like an old picture frame that was covered with dust but no one bothered to wipe. The last message stayed there four years ago, and the content was that he said we should stop here. She stared at these words, and the sound of raindrops hitting the glass outside the window was very much like her father's fist falling on her mother when she was a child. At that time, she would always huddle behind the old apricot tree in the yard, watching the green apricots fall all over the ground, and her mother would pick them up and gently advise her to be patient. Her father's love was hot and cold, and her classmates' discrimination followed her everywhere. She was like a weed struggling to survive in the cracks of the rocks. She learned to bury all her emotions deep in her heart at a young age. She originally thought that she could completely escape the gloomy past when she entered society, but Li Muyang came and left. At this moment, she suddenly realized that some wounds could never be healed by changing a city or a different place of life.
Purpose: People who lack love and have low self-esteem are easily injured in intimate relationships. The short-term warmth will not be able to fill the pain in their hearts.