The Evening Breeze in Front of the Desk

It took Wang Tianmeng twenty-five years to finish the Alpine lollipop. In 2003, he was five years old. The pig pen in Yin Yang Village was built next to my grandfather's grave, and the smell drifted up the mountain all day long. A few more chopsticks of meat were put on the pig-killing rice, and in exchange he said, "A starving ghost is reincarnated" - that was the first time he tasted the humiliation of poverty. This sentence was like a thorn piercing into the meat, and he could not swallow it or spit it out. In 2011, he was fourteen years old. Grade 8, Taiping School, third row by the window. Every evening at half past six, the evening breeze blows across the desks on time, and a girl stands in the corridor holding a blue-covered copy of "One Hundred Thousand Whys." Her name is Lin Yuhui, as clean as the white moonlight that he can't reach. "Here you go" she said - an exercise book and an Alpine lollipop. It didn't say "borrow", it didn't say "return". Afraid of dragging her down, he deliberately approached Li Liu and pushed Lin Yuhui away with a lie. Lin Yuhui's turning back and her words "No need" became the pain in his life. In 2015, my mother passed away. He saw his mother lying on the bed with a cold forehead. In 2022, he tore up the book "One Hundred Thousand Whys" with his own hands, the trash can was emptied, and his youth completely disappeared. He pretended to be crazy and was sent to a mental hospital. He used the eyes of a "madman" to see through everyone's true colors. When he fell into the Pearl River, he climbed ashore and burned his pants to express his ambition. Social University officially opens. In the following years, he became a guest wandering between the market and the world. Don't ask for wealth, don't ask about the future, wherever you go. I have seen all kinds of things in the world and experienced the ups and downs of the world. Finally, he settled on Taiping Street and opened a "Wanfeng Bookstore". The store had a whole wall of "One Hundred Thousand Whys" and a jar of Alpine Lollipops on the cashier. At the age of forty, he finally took one. The sweetness spreads and tears stream down my face. This story is not about perfect love or the myth of counterattack. It only writes about the two sides of human nature, the price of choice, and how an ordinary person struggles, loses, and finally reconciles with the past in the torrent of the times. The night breeze in front of the desk, those unspoken words, the lollipop that has been in his pocket for more than 20 years - it is Wang Tianmeng's life, and it is also the youth that countless ordinary people can't get back. There is no graduation photo in a social university, only the pace of moving forward. And he is just a man who has been walking in the wind for a long time. Concept: A story about debt