When they were high school classmates, the gentle and sickly Xie Yunchuan and the aloof and mysophobic Jiang Ji accidentally became roommates. At first, the two of them were very different from each other. Xie Yunchuan used to express his kindness with toffee, while Jiang Ji was cold and avoidant, accepting his feelings but never saying a word. As we get along day and night, small things gradually bring us closer: silently helping to clean the windows during the general cleaning, preparing warm water that has been dried to room temperature during evening self-study, remembering his stomach problems and taboos, all the care is hidden in the silent details, the heartbeat is limited by the cowardice of young people, and it has never been revealed, and we broke up hastily after graduation and lost contact.
The story is divided into two parts: campus and adulthood. Many years later, Jiang Ji became a forensic doctor as he wished, and Xie Yunchuan was engaged in psychology-related work, and they met again in reality by chance. The youthful youth has faded away, and the obscure concerns of the past are still buried deep in the heart. Adults have become more sophisticated and restrained in their interactions. They can clearly see the feelings that were not expressed in words back then, but they were trapped by the trajectory of life and past regrets.
In the past, we missed each other due to ignorance, but now it is difficult to stay together due to reality. The tenderness that goes in both directions spans several years.
Concept: In the noisy high school fireworks, Xie Yunchuan is the little sun who is always gentle and tolerant.
He has been suffering from unspeakable pain all year round. He is used to swallowing the pain alone. He is used to being kind to everyone and hiding his vulnerability.
And Jiang Ji was a lone figure outside the crowd.
He is cold, distant, has an extreme sense of cleanliness and propriety, is taciturn and emotionless, and is completely indifferent to the excitement of the world.
They were originally two unrelated parallel lines, but during the time they spent at the same table day after day, they quietly got a glimpse of each other's most secret side.
He endured the pain without saying a word, he saw through it silently;
He passes through the world gently, and he protects in a secretive way.
There was no passionate confession, no deliberate approach.
Only——
Remembering the pain that he didn't dare to mention, he handed over the warm water, silently blocking the wind, quietly paying attention, and giving in every time.
The tenderness of the young man is too restrained, and the heartbeat of the young man is too silent.
They redeemed each other in countless dusk with cool evening breeze, and secretly fell in love in the details that no one saw.
But young people are too timid, lonely people don't know how to talk, and gentle people are used to showing off.
Eventually
The evening breeze cannot keep the setting sun, and silence cannot keep the distance.
Two-way acquiescence, two-way care, two-way redemption.
Stopped by words, trapped in youth, and finally in the sea of people.
It is the cleanest, most silent, and most unforgettable ending of youth.
——Some things I like are only worthy of being hidden in the seconds of 11:11 and will never see the light of day.