[This work is the fifth personality Jie Mai CP fan]
Key points: Single person's perspective, confessional letters, tragic background.
Okay, I haven't written it for a long time, so I will write it in a big one and carefully choose a time in the underworld to send it out.
(Actually, I just finished writing it)
My final understanding of the core of the tragedy of "Haoda" should be the ontological level of dependence, paranoia to the point of "love is peeling off", extremely obscure background, madness and a frank dramatic ending that does not end well.
They can have an extremely dreamy and beautiful past, and they can even love each other, but at the same time, it is so heavy that it involves "love" and "hate" at the religious level. It is the survival and entanglement of faith that coexist until one party's self-destruction.
Haoda, except for the piety of believers, nothing can compare to your frankness and nakedness. Except for the mingling of angels and demons, nothing can express your tearing and contradictions.
It's not that I don't wish you well, it's just that this kind of pain is extremely pure, and it's not enough. It's because from my understanding (my understanding is limited) there is nothing more appropriate.
Purpose: In CP fandom, discuss the topics about "love is the original sin" and "love is stripping" from a single perspective.