[Copywriting] Hypocritical:
Chu E has too much resentment towards the world, but it is a pity that he is still young. It seems that no matter how sad and lonely he is, he always has a childish look of "explaining his sorrows just to compose new words".
He often sighed, often shed tears, and inadvertently gathered a hemp rope for himself to hang himself on, but he never succeeded after several attempts.
Chu E couldn't figure out whether the rope twisted out of tears was not strong enough, or whether the torment of being a teenager was too light.
In desperation, he lived like a "boiled frog in warm water" for a long time, so long that he became numb to the ticking of the clock. For him, time will not pass. Time is a feeling. It is useless to resist stubbornly, and it is useless to surrender. The only thing he can do is to calmly let it lead him to death.
Later, Chu E met Ni Entropy, a person who sounded as thin as a cicada's wings, but was stuck in the mud. His body was woven with extremely contradictory auras, which once made Chu E create many "shouldn'ts" out of thin air in his heart.
That kind of "shouldn't" is just like Nishang should not be pronounced Ni Entropy, but Nishang.
He couldn't determine what kind of relationship it was. He only remembered that every time he thought about it, it was more precious than regretful. He also asked himself more than once, whether these years of stagnation were just for passing by, but if he thought that way, would it be too self-pitying?
Chu E knew that this was not his intention.
He or he, neither.
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Forget it, it's not important, let the bitter waters flow.
(Real) Naughty high school student × (False) Middle-aged honest person
Lei: We are not together, not even in love.
Purpose: less but more value
