(The author's personal experience)! ! ! ! !
She saw through it all clearly, and warned herself countless times to stay measured and keep boundaries. She had seen with her own eyes that he was gentle and courteous to everyone, and she knew that his gentleness was widespread and universal, and it was the most deadly trap of gentleness. She was clearly sane and knew that this heartbeat was destined to have no ending from the beginning. She knew that the identity, circle, and distance between the two people formed an insurmountable gap. She also understood that such tenderness that everyone could have was never worth running for.
But the human heart is most uncontrollable.
The repeated interactions, brief interactions, and gentle care made her fall in love again and again. She was repeatedly torn between sobriety and paranoia, suspecting that his tenderness was the overflow of central air conditioning, and at the same time she couldn't help but feel her heart move for him. She carefully hid her love, restrained all over-the-top emotions, hid her thoughts in every look and silence, and endured this secret love that no one knew about.
Concept: All intuitions are correct