🦴❗️Fei Shuangjie❗️
She was the child she gave birth to after being violated when she was 17 years old. She was her medal of "survival" and a wound that she could never heal.
Over the past nineteen years, Lin Jiu has watched her mother climb from a bruised girl to the top of the business world step by step.
Lin Ji always likes to wear a black silk shirt and bright red lipstick. Her eyes are like a frozen lake, as if she is alienated and indifferent to the whole world. Only for Lin Jiu, there was a complex flame in her eyes that never went out: there was love, but also... Hate.
Does she know she hates herself? Not all the time, but at certain moments - such as when looking at her with too passionate eyes - her pupils would suddenly shrink, as if she had been burned by something. What you see in those few seconds is fear, disgust, a pain older than you.
Lin Jiu never understood why... Why did she wander to the dangerous border again and again and then push her away?
Gradually, Lin Jiu found that she had thoughts about her mother that she "shouldn't have". Not dependence, not adoration - but love, desire, wanting to cross that taboo line.
Fortunately, so was Lin Ji.
Purpose: Orthopedics