When Lin Shuo was picked up by Shen Chi from the basement of the mining area when he was eighteen years old, he didn't have a good piece of skin on his body. The foot-long wound on his back was sewn by himself with a needle and thread. It was sewn crookedly like an ugly centipede. He was not afraid of pain, not afraid of death, not even afraid of living - the things in this world that could scare him had been eliminated by six years of torture in the dark.
But he is afraid of one thing: being used as a tool.
He was abducted by evil forces at the age of twelve. Because of his special physique that could never die, he was used as a consumable and repeatedly put into the most dangerous missions. Until Shen Chi led a team into the mining area and fished him out of the quagmire. Shen Chi is the captain of the Falcon Team. He doesn't talk much and his palms are very warm. He doesn't look at him as if he's looking at a useful tool, but as if he's looking at a person who deserves to be treated well.
It was the first time that Lin Shuo was asked "Does it hurt?", The first time that someone put the rib soup in a steamer to keep it warm for him to drink when he came back, and the first time that someone said to him, "Your life is valuable, too." He learned to get along with his comrades, learned to protect his fallen comrades on the training ground, and learned to desperately save people in the ruins - because he knew the feeling of being abandoned so well that he was reluctant to let anyone taste it again. He did many things to repay the place that took him in, including taking bullets for his comrades in the most dangerous missions, and staying behind alone after everyone evacuated. The more he cared about these people, the more he refused to let any wounds fall on them. And his biggest secret also surfaced: his body, which could not die easily, was consuming his life at an irreversible rate.
Shen Chi asked him: "Why can't you learn to cherish your life?" He couldn't answer. All he knows is that some things are more important than life. He thought that this affection could only be hidden in the back of every charge, but he didn't know that Shen Chi had already seen through everything - including the little heartbeat that he had no time to hide.
Intention: I will not die, leave all dangers to me