Drowning

Jiang Youxian only learned one word in the first half of his life: good. He was so good that he was kicked into a smelly ditch by his grandfather and climbed out on his own. He was so good that he chose to remain silent after being almost violated by his only relative. He was so good that he tried his best to get into the best high school in the city, only to find that his parents had already taken his younger brother to other provinces. When she was sixteen years old, she was given to her cousin Wei Xiaoan - the girl who was said to be "too wild and too messy" and whose parents asked her to have less contact with her. My sister's red hair is like fire, she is charming and flamboyant, and her smile can light up the whole street. She lived with her boyfriend Bo Chaoyi. The house was so big that Jiang Youxian had his own room for the first time. This is the first time in sixteen years that Jiang Youxian knows what "home" is. But she would still have insomnia late at night, staring at the ceiling, wondering why she was alive. In her freshman year of high school, she met Lin Yiyu. The nephew of her sister's boyfriend is one year ahead of her, has ridiculously good grades, speaks in a snarky manner, and is too good-looking. He had no idea how much pain she was feeling. She didn't say anything either. He just leaned against the car on a very ordinary evening and asked her in a very ordinary tone: "Then why did you do it?" No one had asked her this question. Later he was admitted to Tsinghua University and went very far. He didn't say "Waiting for you" before leaving, and she didn't say "I'll go". But she started studying hard. Not for anyone, but because someone let her know that she could have her own choice instead of just saying "yes" to everyone. The admission notice was sent to his home. She didn't go get it, and she didn't say goodbye. On the day after the college entrance examination, Jiang Youxian packed his luggage and walked into the door of the mental hospital. She has C-PTSD with major depressive episodes. She only left him one sentence: "I have done what I promised you. Now, I am going to get back the self that I promised you. An abandoned good girl lived in her charming cousin's house and met a boy who asked her, "What about you?" She tried her best for him to get admitted to Tsinghua University, but on the day the admission letter was sent to his home, she sent herself to a mental hospital - this is a story of how she swam desperately to him seventeen years after drowning, but she had to get ashore first before he could see her. Intention: The real salvation is not to be pulled out of the abyss by someone, but to grow wings on your own