Wen Qizhen is seventeen years old, an unsolvable youth filled with gaps and internal conflicts.
Born in the affluent City A and studying in the mediocre City B, the separated life in the two cities made her live in eternal self-denial. The limelight in City B is fake, but the social gap in City A is real. Academic anxiety, comparisons with others, and inferiority complex in adolescence have trapped her in layers.
Ignorant at a young age, she was stuck in the emotional blind spot of adolescence, wandering between five completely different teenagers, mistaking identity, dependence, confidant, and obsession for love. She was always greedy for tenderness and did not know how to stop losses. She repeatedly suffered from internal friction and self-pulling in relationships that were shallow or deep.
Some people are the compensatory comfort for loneliness in a foreign land, which is short-lived and warm, but ends lightly;
Some people are the ambiguous pull of misplaced confidants, causing internal friction in both directions and feeling disgusted with each other;
Some people have grand obsessions made up of their own imagination, with broken filters and a hasty ending;
Some people are deeply entangled in love and hate, redeeming each other, tormenting each other, and leaving regrets in the end;
After stumbling along the way and completely falling apart, she chose to drop out of school and leave, saying goodbye to her tense youth.
During the time when she was alone reviewing the story, the appearance of the last boy allowed her to meet the most compatible soul and the most relaxed tenderness, but it also made her understand completely: the encounter of some souls on the same frequency is destined to be fruitless from the beginning.
In this journey of youth that spans the entire high school, there is no vigorous love, only a long confrontation between a girl and her confusion and paranoia.
The fog cleared and the wind stopped. She also finally completed her high school life project.
Purpose: Self-exploration, emotional cognition, and self-growth in adolescence