His love was written all over the wall - it was full and scattered, and when he looked closer, it turned out that every stroke was hers.
On the first day Lin Fan joined the company, he noticed Cheng Tan from the marketing department - Qingjun Siwen, with his collar buttoned to the top and a smile that looked like a hot water bottle in winter. It was not hot but made people feel comfortable.
He is recognized by the whole company as the best boyfriend template. Attentive, thoughtful and impeccable.
Until Lin Fan found a sticky note on the rooftop.
It says that she will go to the tea room at four o'clock on Wednesday afternoon, what day should her white palms be watered, and that she drinks milk tea without sugar. The last line of text has been crossed out, but it can still be read clearly:
"Don't ask where she is."
A sticky note is just a door. Behind the door is a whole wall - densely packed with colorful sticky notes, filled with all the attention he paid to her in the six months since he joined the job. What time did she get off work, who did she talk to, what flavors did she like, when would she say "I'm back" to the plants at home... He wrote it all down and nailed it to the wall, like nailing an impossible dream.
He said to her with red eyes: "You should be afraid."
She should be afraid. But those eyes that remembered all her habits, the bowl of braised pork he made for someone else for the first time, the man who waited at the alley for half an hour just to "drop in" to take her home - she found herself that she couldn't be afraid anymore.
This is a story about "abnormal" liking and "just right" catching.
When a person gives you all the restraint and leaves all the loss of control to yourself - what you have to do is not to run away, but to tell him: you can move.
Intention: Being completely seen and remembered by someone is not a burden, it is love in another sense. Real intimacy is not "I will love you only when you become normal", but "I will catch you without you becoming normal".