Tang Luo Chi

At the age of seventeen when the Wuchuan sycamore trees fell in the rain, Nie Litang trapped himself in the long mud and dull pain. The family was separated and broken up, her father was arrogant, her family was in a mess, and her grandmother was burdened with gambling debts. She was left alone and without anyone to care about her early on. Her skin is hard, but her insides are plagued by chronic illnesses. The soreness and pain of scoliosis lasted throughout my youth, my spleen and stomach were weak and throbbing from time to time, and there were countless unspeakable private dull pains that lingered day and night. Long-term internal friction and isolation on campus have caused her frequent insomnia, nightmares, and mental stress. These pains are inherent to her and have nothing to do with others. She has a strange constitution and never gets serious colds. She seems to be healthy and healthy. But no one knew that her bones, stomach, and dark places were suffering alone in pain all the time. Campus rumors are lingering, interpersonal isolation is neglected, and hidden bullying follows closely. Her self-esteem was repeatedly crushed by the environment. She gradually learned to shut up, tolerate, be alone, and handle everything on her own. She never expected anyone to redeem her, and she did not dare to covet any favoritism. Pei Shi'ai was born in Nuanyang and was raised by the gentleness of the world. He quietly watched everything she did: The embarrassing entanglement of loved ones, the inability to hide the cramped posture, the silent pain that cannot be tolerated, and the life on an island where no one can approach. Everyone sympathized and helped, but he chose to refrain and protect her broken and proud young dignity with the deepest respect. An embarrassment set off a cold war for half a month. It was a game between inferiority and self-esteem, not about love, hate or torture. She withdrew all her heartbeats and closed herself off; he silently treasured all his preferences and stopped to watch. From the evening breeze of Wutong in Wuchuan No. 3 Middle School, to growing up thousands of miles apart, to the reunion after a long absence in adulthood. Stubbornness finally falls, and jade comes late. She survived the years of illness and no one cared about her, and she reached perfection alone and spent her whole life alone. The rest of his life went smoothly, but he was obsessed with one person and never married. Some encounters are just to illuminate a journey and regret for a lifetime. Purpose: This work abandons the clichéd redemption narrative of the male protagonist and focuses on the core of female independence and self-transcendence. The heroine is trapped in the shackles of her original family and suffers from chronic pain and interpersonal isolation all year round. She relies on her own forbearance and sobriety to fight against the mud of life and refuses to be attached.