[Narcissus version of dual male protagonists + campus + self-redemption]
I have very few things in this life.
A room that does not belong to me, a family relationship that is regarded as a burden, and countless afternoons that are pushed into cold water.
Later I had Xinchen.
He stood in front of me and told everyone not to touch him.
He sat on the edge of the rooftop and pointed out the second button of his school uniform to me, saying that he would give this button to you when you graduate.
He walked with me through every dark corridor, calling my name softly where the moonlight could not reach.
I thought he was my guardian angel.
I thought he would always be there.
But I forgot.
God does not exist.
And what I fell in love with has always been the bravest part of me in these years of dealing with myself.
Reading Guide
1. He is his imaginary personality, another side of his heart
2.1V1, only in body and mind, I have only loved one person from beginning to end.
3. There is no substitute, no transference, no love interest (some coincidences are just coincidences)
4. There are a lot of narrative tricks in the early stage, so skipping chapters is not recommended.
5. The process is cruel, but the ending is good
6. There is no supernatural setting, all reversals have psychological explanations
7. Regarding him, some people live in your heart. They are not diseases, but the fire you light for yourself.
This article is written for everyone who has ever held themselves tightly in the dark.
Intention: I have been dealing with me for a long time, I would rather be me