This life is sour and astringent, like an unripe sour plum, but I hate the taste of sour plums the most. Bury me in the sea of flowers. I want to sleep here forever. Love, hate, and hatred are not important anymore. Those lingering lingering words, those loves, hates, They all turned into tears and were buried in this sea of flowers. When I was 22 years old, my tears flowed down, and I grew up. I wanted to use my life to beat the KPOP of this world. You taught me the worldly ways, and taught me every word at the social drinking table. , On the road to starting a business, you supported my decision ideologically, you sang for me spiritually, and you helped me introduce investors materially. You made me cautious in every decision I made, I am independent, I am free, and you begged me to say how dependent I was. You, if I have any trouble, I will tell you. You said, you helped me pave the way and let me move forward. But later, independence and freedom became my shackles and became your sharp sword to sting me. You paved the road for me with your own hands, and you also used a hand on this road with your own hands. Control me by all means, you force me, you hate me, you say you love me, at the age of 26, we separated, I embarked on a journey of no return, the cold wind in Beijing gave me a headache, Changbai Mountain, Hulunbuir, Xining, Qinghai, Tibet, Xinjiang, Yun Nan, but in the end I returned to Beijing. In the end, I stayed with you as you wished. You took me to the places I had walked through again, stopping where there were flowers. The waiting before turning into a butterfly, the petals falling on your shoulders, that's me. , So many years of entanglement, all because they felt that the other person did not love each other enough, but in the end, when they loved each other enough, it was already too late. When the love is deep, the hatred subsides, whispering in a choked dream, Chen Yanjun, I love you very much, I used to love you so much. Forget all these, in fact, I love you, I thought you always knew it, Chen Yanjun, I really want to call you a few more times, just like I once was in your arms, admiring the sentence of "Thumping Heartbeat" - "This person is like a rainbow, you will know when you meet him" My life has always been sour and miserable. The eight years you spent with me were the closest I got to happiness. From now on, I only wish you peace and happiness, full of children and grandchildren, and forget me
Intention: life and death, love and hate