Returned bloodied and full of hatred.
Returning to his youth, he originally wanted to cut off his youthfulness, but he turned a cold eye and ignored the past, focusing only on bloodshed and grudges.
Disgusted by his naivety and annoyed by his stupidity, he insisted on staying away, not wanting to have anything to do with his former self.
But obsessions are easy to break, true intentions are hard to let go, and all kinds of indifference can never be worth a glance.
From being determined to give up, to being willing to protect yourself, to sinking step by step, everything is self-transcending.
Purpose: In this life, what I love, hate, and care about, from beginning to end, is only myself.