"Don't choose me."
When he was eighteen years old, when faced with my confession, he cried and refused, and disappeared completely the next day.
I have been looking for him for ten years, traveling from south to north, thinking that I was already dead.
Until I found that confession ten years late on the title page of the old book he returned to me——
"You deserve to be loved, and so do you."
It turns out that these ten years have been a two-way escape.
He once secretly looked up at my window downstairs, but turned around and signed an agreement to marry someone else.
He gave me tenderness and left despair to himself.
That boy only loved me from beginning to end, but he could no longer choose me.
Two-way crush. Pure BE.
Intention: Love is fulfillment, letting go, and hoping that the other person will have a good life even if they can't be together.