My name is Xingsi, the star in the starry sky, the wanton Si.
Fate has not been kind to me from the beginning. I am like a corner weed, struggling to grow in the mud and cold night.
When I was five years old, my mother took me to escape from a home full of violence. I once thought that the small house with my mother was the stability and paradise for my whole life. But a sudden accident caused the world to collapse in an instant. I fell into the abyss of the orphanage, suffered bullying and humiliation, and experienced all the cold eyes and malice in the world.
I had already decided that the word happiness had no place in my life.
It wasn't until that day when I was twenty-five that I met Xie Anxing in a reckless collision.
He is the only beam of warm light that shines into the rest of my desolate life. In just six months of being together with each other tenderly, for the first time I was well loved and placed in a safe place.
But fate is stingy after all, and our time has come to an end.
On the last journey, he accompanied me to the romantic France and saw the scenery of the world.
In the pink-purple dusk, I leaned on his shoulder and closed my eyes contentedly.
This life is full of suffering, but meeting you makes this world worth it.
Intention: Even if you are repeatedly tempered by fate throughout your life and your hands are full of scars, you still retain the unyielding vitality of a weed. Love is not about long-term companionship, but about being sincerely warm and sincerely accepted by others even if there is separation in the end. This is the complete rebirth of the soul.
Even if you are about to leave eventually, I would like to become the everlasting wind in the world and always protect the people you love to live a safe and happy life, with no worries every year.