Don't Go to the High Mountains and Go to the Abyss

[Derived healing and redemption | Gentleness goes in both directions | High EQ and dedicated heartthrob through book attack | Depressed and fragile Gao Lingshou] While on vacation with the system, Shen Yan accidentally peeked into an online article and read through Jian Yun's completely destroyed life, feeling extremely unbearable and pitiful in his heart. Jian Yun was born into the favored son of one of the capital's top well-established scholarly wealthy families. His family background has been accumulated for thousands of years. Since he was a child, he has been well-dressed and well-fed, and has been looked up to by everyone. He has a dignified appearance and decent behavior. In the eyes of the world, he is a flawless and unattainable flower of the high mountains. But behind this dazzling appearance is the airtight and suffocating control that has been in place since birth. Every minute and every second of life is strictly planned by the family. There is no freedom, no playmates, no willfulness, and even the joys and sorrows are required to be hidden and restrained. Long-term discipline and suppression have worn away his cold, reserved, passive and silent outer shell: he is accustomed to obeying, does not know how to refuse, does not resist, and does not show off; on the inside, he is extremely sensitive and squeamish, extremely thin-skinned, extremely lacking in love, and his bones are clean, pure, brittle and soft. The so-called twisted traits of love, self-destruction, and willingness to be trampled upon in the original text were never his nature, but the trauma caused by the original shackles, and the consequences of being maliciously induced, mentally brainwashed, and completely domesticated by the abuser. When he was 10 years old, he lived next to his future tormentor, Cheng Ran, and became obsessed with him. The suffocating control of his native family made him develop a character of passive tolerance and acquiescence in accepting everything; the family arranged a baby marriage for their own interests, tightly binding his life; as an adult, his hidden self-destructive tendencies were maliciously amplified, and he became a plaything that was trained, destroyed, and trampled on his dignity. He endured endless sexual abuse and mental humiliation, and was trapped in a deformed intimate relationship throughout his life, from which he could never break free. Shen Yan saw through the root of this tragedy: Cheng Ran never gave her love, but plunder, control, trampling and destruction. He was not worthy of touching such a clean young man. So he took the initiative to ask Ying to perform a redemption mission during his vacation, allowing the system to match the identity of a top wealthy person with the same family background and well-matched status. Before Cheng Ran arrived, he moved into the house opposite Jian Yun's house in advance to isolate the darkness from the source. As a nine-year-old boy of the same age, he broke into Jian Yun's gloomy and stereotyped childhood with a sunny, gentle, sincere and sincere appearance. Externally, he has excellent emotional intelligence and excellent sense of proportion, but he is paranoid, clingy and blatantly partial to Jian Yun. At first, he just held the original intention of protecting him, getting closer step by step, isolating the danger, and protecting him from the suffering he already had. But together day and night, the mission has long since disappeared, and the love is deep in the bones. The Jian Yun that the world sees is always cold, aloof and perfect, like the cold jade in the clouds, awe-inspiring and inaccessible. Only Shen Yan could see through the endless fatigue behind his silence and the hidden grievance behind his dignity, and accurately caught all his sensitivity, squeamishness, awkwardness, vulnerability and uneasiness. He is completely different from the distorted possession model of the original text: Not consuming his vulnerability, not catering to his trauma, not defining intimacy with pain; It not only shows him the lively and lively world, but also gives him unconditional respect, tolerance, preference and emotional security; He gently but firmly resists the shackles of his native family, and gradually relaxes his heart that is always tight and dare not relax; Be patient and teach him: You don't have to be sensible forever, you don't have to be forcibly restrained, you don't have to cater to anyone, you don't have to rely on pain to confirm your existence; Teach him to dare to refuse, dare to be willful, dare to express his feelings, teach him to face up to his own preciousness, and accept and be loved calmly. With his gentle and firm possession, he occupied the only position in Jian Yun's heart early on, making it impossible for others to invade her. From the time when we were young and young, living next to each other, to the time when we have long and long hair together, It begins with the redemption that cannot be tolerated and ends with the unswerving two-way sinking in this life. From now on, the high mountains do not need to be covered with frost, and the cold flowers do not need to be cold. He no longer has to hold on to his full strength alone. He has someone to protect him, give him stability year after year, and raise him well with the most normal and precious love. (Note: This article is a derivative work, a fan work. The author just wants to give the original work Jian Yun a good ending that he deserves. This is the first time the author has decided to write, and he will try his best to write it better) Intention:11