This is a true confession of a girl from childhood to her early twenties, focusing on the five dimensions of original family, campus bullying, workplace bullying, love betrayal and youth embarrassment. In her native family, she was the daughter who was repeatedly abandoned due to invisible patriarchal preference - her mother was indifferent and absent, her father was biased and calculating, and her grandmother's love was conditional; in school, she was nicknamed because her name had not been changed, and she grew up living in the shadow of her cousin with low self-esteem; after entering the workplace, she continued the habit of not being treated well in interpersonal relationships. Sexually, she suffered invisible bullying and oppression; in love, she encountered cheating and betrayal without any suspense, as if she was born to be let down; and the embarrassment of being twenty-year-old is that she can never pay 500 yuan for a room in her pocket, the anxiety of not being able to go into the mall, and the feeling of lack of money that cannot be erased even if she has income.
The five aspects interweave how a person grows up in an unloved environment, and how he stumbles around with these scars. It's not an accusation, it's a record; it's not a misfortune, it's a seeing - seeing how those invisible injuries shape a person, and also seeing how a person still tries to take root for himself after being repeatedly given up.
Intention: "It took me twenty-two years to forgive myself for being unfavored."