In the past life, I was busy, chasing camp after camp, trapped in worldly comparisons, obsessed with internal friction, bumped into the south wall, and tasted the desolation of the world.
Only when his body and mind were shattered and he sank to the bottom of the dusty abyss did he suddenly wake up and see through the fog of half a lifetime.
Once the mind is reborn, all the depression and unwillingness will be washed away.
In this life, I will no longer run wildly after the secular world, no longer insist on perfection in everything, and no longer be trapped in the eyes and criticisms of others.
The writing is not torture for the sake of torture, each word is plain, but every word is bloody, all are the precipitation after personally wading through the sea of suffering.
I have always been unwilling to use other people's stories to add unnecessary ink to my own.
The lengthy prose will also describe the half-life regrets of an old friend, describe the secret private pain in the heart, and briefly outline the sores between the eyebrows that are difficult to heal. But I always write in a measured manner and speak in a measured manner. Never open up the deep hidden pain wantonly, and never use private wounds as gossip in the world. I only use a few strokes to describe what I see and what I feel in my heart. Don't disturb the peace of old friends in this world, and don't let down all the tenderness in the world. I only use the various floating scenes to describe my own perceptions, leaving the warmth of the writing and the sense of proportion in the past.
The world is impetuous, all living beings are in difficulty, and the times are enveloping everyone and they cannot help themselves.
Fast food platforms prefer exaggerated rhythms and brainless slaps in the face, and cannot tolerate slowness and seriousness, nor can they tolerate sincere words.
But I don't want to be vulgar, I don't want to assimilate, I don't want to lose my character.
In the name of the Qingxian Chenyue, I restart this heart in early summer and record the ups and downs, reconciliation and awakening of the two lives.
The words you write are sent to your future self. If you fall into confusion again in the future, you can find your true heart by looking back.
I also hope that the tired and ups and downs of the world can meet by chance, and find peace of mind and relief from their obsessions.
Intention: After a life of ups and downs and pain, after rebirth, you will shed your worldly obsessions, stick to your true heart, use words to survive, and be gentle and kind to the world and the past.