Original title: "Confessions of the Other"
Exteriorly hot and internally cold radio wave system (Part 1)/The black moonlight guide with many secrets/Exteriorly cold and internally hot ghosts who don't know it (Part 2)
He Jin is an S-class guide with a poor reputation.
Baita distributed a job satisfaction questionnaire. Most of the sentinels' comments about him were that he talked little, was mysterious, and had an inexplicable bad taste. But when asked if he was annoying, one or two started hesitating.
It's hard to understand.
Two years ago, He Jin became the first guide in history to be almost sentenced to death by Baita, and divorced Lu Wensui.
Lu Wensui, the second son of the Lu family, is an S-class sentinel and the chief commander of the White Tower. No matter who describes him, they will all come to the same conclusion in the end - a proud man who was born with everything.
Everyone said that marrying someone like He Jin was the only mistake he made in his life. Fortunately, he was finally back on track.
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After the guide He Jin disappeared, a mysterious doctor appeared on the edge of the outer city. Only desperate sentries would come and risk their lives to seek his help.
This was the case when Lu Yanyan appeared, drenched in the rain and bleeding from the bandages all over his body. The boy's facial features are still green, but his eyes are like a wolf at the end of its rope.
He Jin had met him many years ago. He was the illegitimate son of the Lu family and the half-brother of Lu Wensui.
By some strange combination of circumstances, He Jin brought home Lu Yanyan, who had nowhere to go.
He Jin likes this child and doesn't mind pampering him more. He healed Lu Yanyan's injuries, celebrated his eighteenth birthday with him, and easily made a promise to always be by his side.
Lu Yanyan is still a child after all. When he understands that "forever" in the world is a lie, he will really grow up.
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Lu Yanyan knew that He Jin and Lu Wensui were partners, but when he saw Lu Wensui on TV with a ring on his left ring finger, smiling like an idiot and telling He Jin that his second brother was actually married, he didn't know what a nightmare it was.
It also rained the day he realized what a fool he was.
He heard the voice of his second brother who was always aloof: "Honey, I miss you so much."
He Jin replied: "Don't call me that."
But there were sounds of kissing in the room, someone was unbuttoning He Jin's shirt, and there was a soft sound as the fabric rubbed.
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The "forever" promised by He Jin was a lie, but not by Lu Yan.
He didn't want to lose, not at all.
He calmly said to He Jin: "I heard that people get divorced because of irreconcilable conflicts, so it's useless to look back, right?"
He Jin: "Were you outside the door that day?"
He watched Lu Yanyan's tears and nosebleeds flow down together.
Things to note:
1. It's a bloody game, slow to build up, there are many Shura fields in the middle and late stages, and the ending is 1v1. There are also other supporting characters who like the protagonist, and there is no ending;
2. Atypical worldview, with numerous private facilities;
3. A sweet text in essence, with no emotional abuse.
Purpose: The only way to resolve loneliness is to seek within
