Shen Ying thought that this was how he would be for the rest of his life.
Transfer schools, transfer schools, transfer schools again. My parents' good looks were earned, and the marks on my wrists were hidden. He lives, but doesn't really want to live.
Until he sat next to a man named Lu Qianyan.
That person didn't ask him why his stomach hurt, or why he had scars on his body, nor did he say, "You need to cheer up." He just changed the ice water into hot one, handed over the paper towels, laid out the cat cage, and then sat next to it without saying a word.
Shen Ying has never been treated like this.
So he was afraid.
Afraid of getting too close, afraid of becoming trouble for others, afraid that this warmth will be taken away one day.
He pushed it away, dodged it, and pretended not to care.
But Lu Qianyan is a strange person - he neither pursues nor retreats. He just stood there, waiting for Shen Ying to figure it out on his own.
This is a story between a person who "doesn't want to live" and a person who "want to live".
Slow heat. Very long. It's so real that it might hurt you.
But Shen Ying still said:
"Lu Qianyan, if you stay with me for a long time, you will definitely want to leave."
Lu Qianyan looked at him for a long time and then said:
"No, I won't. I will only do it after a long sleep."
——This is a story about tenderness and brokenness.
Gentle and careful companionship × depression, softness and dependence
Are you willing to be his light?
Intention: Someone will really like you who was abandoned. Even if you are covered in mud, someone will hold you - everyone can be his own Lu Qianyan.
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Lu Qianyan. . . Lele. . . Lele. . .
We should be happy together every year from now on [Come on]
It's actually a room for two, so rare. In my impression, high school seems to be a four-person room.
Room for two? Is there actually such a thing as a double room in a dormitory? I always thought there were only rooms for 4 people.
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