Xu Qingyan always knew that Meng Jingyu loved him deeply and with restraint.
But he was still deeply worried about gains and losses, unable to get out of the shackles of his heart.
People all over the world say that he has a gentle temper and treats others softly.
Only he himself knew that it was not gentleness, but cowardice.
Too cowardly to dare to face his heart directly, too cowardly to be afraid of the world's eyes, so cowardly that he can only hide his love in the dark and dare not stand upright by his side.
The same is true for Mengjingyu.
Both of them are gentle people at heart, and both have the same cowardice.
I love you deeply, but you dare not express it with your mouth;
Their minds are connected, but they can only stay together secretly.
Away from the crowd, away from the hustle and bustle,
We only dare to meet each other cautiously in the deserted dusk, embrace each other with restraint, and kiss each other gently.
The world is hard to tolerate, and the mind is hard to understand.
Two gentle and cowardly teenagers,
In the cracks of youth, we secretly fall in love and suffer silently.
Concept: Two gentle-natured teenagers fall into a same-sex love that is not tolerated by the world.
They love each other deeply and share the same mind, but they both use tenderness as an excuse to retreat due to cowardice, scruples about rumors, and fear of worldly eyes.
What seems to be a gentle and restrained relationship is actually the cowardice in the two people's bones: they dare not face their true feelings, dare not break through the shackles of the world, and dare not love each other openly.
The story describes the secret heartbeat, the pull of restraint, self-inflicted internal friction and worry about gains and losses in youth;
It explores the boundaries between tenderness and cowardice, the restraint of secular prejudice on young people's emotions, and the regrets and petty abuses of being able to secretly stay together despite the fact that the person you love is so close.