The first time I wanted to die, there was a girl eating cookies on the rooftop.
She handed the bag over: "Would you like to eat?"
I ignored her. She just sat next to her and ate all the biscuits.
The second time, she appeared by the river.
She said there were plastic bags in the river and said she didn't know what she was talking about but she kept saying it.
Until I said: "You talk a lot."
She smiled: "Well, a little bit."
The third time, she ran over chasing a cat, and the cat jumped into my arms.
I finally couldn't help but ask her——
\"Did you do it on purpose?\"
She was silent for a long time, put a peeled orange on the railing, and then left.
Later I found out——
She was also on the rooftop that day.
She also went to finish it.
But the moment she saw me, she suddenly changed her mind.
——She wanted to save me first.
——And in the process of saving me, she also saved herself.
Intention: All kinds of sadness and pain, just to reach the happiest end