Shen Qingci has been frail and reserved since childhood, and has been accustomed to hiding his emotions and illnesses deep in his heart. He relies on medication to maintain his condition and lives a quiet and restrained life alone. Until young Lu Jin broke into his world and broke all his peace.
Lu Jin, with paranoia and enthusiasm that belied his age, had all his eyes on Shen Qingci from the first time they met. He had no resistance to Shen Qingci's fragility. The other person's tears, anxiety and forbearance could always easily affect his emotions and make him approach uncontrollably. The two of them got along day and night under the same roof. Lu Jin used a domineering and clumsy way to stay by Shen Qingci's side step by step, hiding unspeakable care.
Shen Qingci went from being resistant and at a loss at first, to being pulled day after day, and gradually fell into this oppressive tenderness. While he was trapped by Lu Jin's paranoia, he couldn't help but feel his heartbeat. He could only rely on drugs to relieve his mood swings, struggling repeatedly between uneasiness and heartbeat.
Misunderstandings and barriers lie between the two. Lu Jin doesn't know how to express tenderness and can only use hurt to cover up his care; Shen Qingci is sensitive and cowardly, and never dares to face the fetters of this taboo. They were repeatedly entangled in love and pain. They were obviously each other's weaknesses, but they still wanted to hurt each other. They exhausted their tenderness in the tug, and hid their unspoken affection in the silence.
When all the misunderstandings were solved, the paranoid and hot love that was covered up by the hurt was finally exposed, but the two of them had already been bruised and bruised by repeated torture. This obsession that started when they first met has become a yoke that traps each other for life, and it has also become a tender bond with scars that they can no longer let go of.
Intention: Within the bounds of taboos, only the warmth of the sadistic heart remains.
