On the day she married Shen Du in March, there was no wedding dress, no ring, and no guests.
There was only a cold prenuptial agreement and a heart that she thought would warm up sooner or later.
Three years ago, she exchanged 400cc of blood for his life. He said, "Let's get married," and she jumped into this loveless marriage like a moth to a flame.
Three years later, she died with tubes inserted all over her body on the night of the winter solstice, while he was watching the snow in Hokkaido with Bai Yueguang.
All she has left is an old laptop, which contains the two million-word diary she wrote in the last three months of her life——
From being abandoned by her parents at the age of 5, to meeting the boy in a convenience store at the age of 20 who chased her out and paid her back ten dollars;
From the age of 23 when he gave the life-changing blood, to the age of 31 when he signed the consent form alone not to rescue.
His name is on every page.
What she doesn't know is——
In the car accident thirteen years ago, it was her name he called out in his last moments of unconsciousness;
During the period when she was blind, he donated a kidney without telling her;
He only loved her from beginning to end, but he never said it.
What he didn't know was-
She had advanced gastric cancer and stayed in the hospital alone for three months, crying behind every "good night" she sent;
She refused treatment because she "didn't want to spend his money";
On the last page of her diary, she only had time to write two words - "Goodbye".
Purpose: People should love themselves first, and then love others.