Twenty-eight-year-old Lin Zhixia lives a lively and cheerful life in the eyes of others.
He is careless and careless, as if he never has anything to worry about.
But only she knew that the sensitivity, inferiority and inner conflict hidden under her smile had never dissipated. Suppression from her family of origin, and two relationships that cost her everything but ended disastrously, left her with a deep sense of unworthiness and an inability to learn to be kind to herself.
Countless sleepless nights, she would always dream of the summer when she was seventeen.
I dreamed of the young man sitting in the front row of the classroom, with clean eyebrows, gentleness and modesty.
He is the proud man who is firmly ranked at the top of the grade, and is the white moonlight of all the girls in the school. He is quiet, restrained, gentle and transparent. He is the only light in her bleak youth.
At that time, she was a wild girl sitting in the last row, running rampant, separated from him by an unreachable distance.
Only that piece of tenderness about the Rubik's Cube was quietly hidden in her heart for eleven years.
After walking through the sea of people and experiencing ups and downs, she finally realized that the throbbing that she had not understood when she was young had already been engraved in her bones and blood.
It turns out that for so many years, what supported her to move forward step by step was always the evening breeze of youth.
The evening breeze carried me, and I also carried a heartbeat that was eleven years late.
This time, she wanted to run bravely towards the person who illuminated her entire youth.
Purpose: A summary of the author's thoughts expressed in "Evening Breeze Ferry Me". The work is based on the heroine's youthful crush spanning eleven years. It deeply analyzes the low self-esteem, sensitivity and self-inflation caused by the suppressive education of the original family, and reveals the long-term impact of the shortcomings of the original family on personal emotional choices and self-perception. At the same time, it conveys that the pure and warm kindness and heartbeat of youth will become the light in the bleak years, giving people the strength to move forward silently, and healing the pain caused by the original family. It also expresses the expectation for self-reconciliation, as well as the longing for the belated courageous pursuit of love and making up for the regrets of youth, interpreting the core themes of gentle redemption and self-growth.