As the saying goes, people must know how to be content, and a contented person is closest to happiness. Obviously the protagonist of this book, Tong Su, is not that kind of person. The distant maternal love in childhood was like an ice knife, stabbing hard into the heart. Whenever there was a dull pain in the wound, it could not be ignored... In the second year of junior high school, her mother left. The first time she and her aunt met was at her mother's funeral. At this point, she has a new guardian. But it didn't seem to bring any changes to her life. Because she was afraid of falling, she took every step carefully. A stagger was enough to trap her in place. Even though the ground never gave her any pain in a real sense, every step she took was a delay. Without warm family ties and close friends, she seemed to be left with nothing. Longing for the arrival of good things, but afraid that she was just passing by, she was left alone and dumbfounded. She tried to be content, tried to deceive herself, but all she was left with was a mouth full of bitterness. But she still tried hard to learn not to long for possessions. Until her first senior year in high school, a transfer student told her, "Believe me, I will always be by your side no matter what..." Her answer was, "Then we will be good friends forever, and you should never leave me..." Something was encouraged to sprout, nourished...
Concept: An adolescent boy creates a god that is uniquely hers, only she can see it, only she can embrace it