Realistic campus + forbearing female protagonist + cool male protagonist + reunion with old acquaintances + sour secret love + growth and redemption + delicate psychology + full group portraits
Xi Yan felt that nothing was wrong with him. I have average grades, average appearance, and live in a village in the city with my father.
The boy named Wen Yanqi in the class was good at everything, so good that it scared her. He helped her, waited for her, and was kind to her. She just felt that he was pitying her. Something happened in her second year of junior high school, and she never dared to approach him again.
Later, her father passed away, and she was locked in the bathroom by the bullies and missed her placement test. She began to imitate him—imitate his speech, imitate him to quarrel with others, imitate his way of doing things with ease. Live your life as his shadow. Then I realized: It turns out that I am not afraid, but I like it.
So she, who was good at liberal arts, chose science and worked hard to get into the experimental class. She just wanted to be closer to him. But he ignored her, didn't look at her, didn't speak. Sure enough, she thought, he just pitied me.
Wen Yanqi had never thought of it this way. He did everything just to get her to look at him. But he was never in her eyes. She would rather say thank you to the bully than believe that he is really good to her.
After that incident in the second grade of junior high school, she never ignored him again. He thought she hated him, thought she liked someone else. He told himself forget it, the future was important. But she still chose science, entered the experimental class, and began to fight against those who bullied her. She has changed. He began to wonder - does she actually care about me?
The pen is still with her. She kept it.
The day the pen broke, she cried. He looked at her tears and suddenly understood. It's not that she doesn't care,
Purpose: Taking the growth and self-healing of a girl with low self-esteem as the core, it tells the story of the cowardice and miss in both directions of youth. In the muddy and gloomy youth, they test each other amidst misunderstandings, barriers and campus shadows, from being afraid of the dazzling sun to breaking away from cowardice, facing their hearts directly, and living towards the sun. Describes the sour secret love of youth, the pull and redemption of old acquaintances, the sensitivity, self-healing and transformation of ordinary people, growing up in brokenness, and reconciling in the glimmer of light.
