In Shen Jin's life, no one has ever really cared about her.
The shackles of his native family, the vicious bullying on campus in a foreign country, the cold looks and rejection from others day after day, he has long since learned to disguise himself, crushing and swallowing all his emotions.
Until that evening in Wutong Lane, the boy who came against the light, like a bright moon that suddenly hung high, broke into his desolate and silent world and became his only obsession and salvation for the rest of his life.
——————————————————————————Lu Yu is gentle, magnanimous, and gentle and accommodating to everyone.
A school uniform jacket with a soapy fragrance, a black umbrella tilted towards his shoulder, a White Rabbit toffee that was inadvertently thrust into his mouth - these small kindnesses in the eyes of others were infinitely magnified, distorted and grew in Shen Jin's heart.
Shen Jin is greedy for this beam of moonlight, but he also resents that this beam of moonlight shines on all living beings.
Watching Lu Yu show his tenderness to everyone, watching the bright moon hanging high in the sky illuminating everything in the world, but it refused to shine completely on him alone.
He breeds possession in forbearance, and breeds madness in restraint.
The surface is still cold and distant, but there is a surging persistence hidden in the eyes:
"Brother, don't share the tenderness you gave me with others."
"You led me astray, so you should accompany me to the end."
Crazy criticism at the end of the year × Gentle and tolerant | Paranoid possession | Slow enthusiasm on campus | Sadomasochism pull
Intention: People illuminated by tenderness ultimately want to be exclusive