Aka bruised lily
When Wang Meng was young, he always felt lucky. She never lacks hard work, just the right amount of luck, or the company around her.
When she reached middle age, she still felt happy, but a little less lucky. But God gave her two precious gifts. She made her own way by herself. The only shortcoming is that she cannot understand her daughter, but she still thinks that she is optimistic and cheerful and is the best child in the world.
In fact, mom, when I asked you if you love me, it was a lie that I wanted to hate you. I really can't say those three words, why can't your tolerance just be given to me? Why did you turn a blind eye even though you knew I was in pain? You actually hate me, right? I can't let myself go, so I cry; I can't understand you, so I'm in pain. But when I opened my eyes again, what came before that era was your crying. Is it retribution? So let me become a ghost, is it hope? But in the end I still got pain.
No cp, stomachache literature. Possibly mixed in from the first person. In the mother-daughter line, the daughter has no physical body in the early stage, but gradually develops it in the later stage.
Intention: I don't know how to write casually