Su Yunshu met Shen Mubai on the first day of freshman registration.
The senior in a white shirt standing under the sycamore tree was like a breeze passing through her heart in the summer of eighteen, creating silent ripples.
He is the star of the liberal arts college and the vice president of the student union. He is gentle and outstanding, and he shines when he stands in the crowd.
And she was an ordinary girl who was drowned in the crowd of freshmen, and she had to muster up a lot of courage to even take the initiative to say something.
Because of her timidity, she gave up the art department where he worked and chose the propaganda department where she had a lot of work overlap.
Because she liked it, she seized every opportunity to hand over work with him, but when she saw him talking and laughing with other girls, she silently swallowed the sourness in her heart.
"He will probably never know that there was a school girl who was secretly happy all night because of his casual words of concern."
"You also don't know that she has a blurry silhouette photo saved in her mobile phone. She pressed the shutter in panic across the crowd during a certain event."
"Not to mention that all her chance encounters that happened to happen by her were all deliberate decisions that she had rehearsed countless times in her mind."
This is a long and hopeless secret love.
It was her alone who experienced war and chaos, and her own joy and loss.
She was standing on the edge of his world. Even if she was jealous, she had to ask herself: "Why should I?"
Until that rainy night, he stood soaked downstairs in her dormitory, holding in his hand the graffiti paper with his name that she had dropped out of the diary, and asked her with red eyes:
"Su Yunshu, how long are you going to hide from me?"
**"It turns out that all my careful concealments were seen by him.
It turned out that he was already the only audience in this one-man show. "**
Intention: In a corner that no one knows about, I secretly liked you throughout my youth; only later did I realize that you had also left a door open for me.