On the day of the third grade of junior high school, I met Xu Nian.
She is like a quiet but dazzling light that shines into my gloomy and hopeless days, pulling me out of my confusion bit by bit.
We worked on questions together, grew up together, survived long online classes and cold winter nights, and waited silently for each other when we were most vulnerable.
The heartbeat that I hide deep in my heart has never been expressed to my mouth. I only dare to turn it into hard work and companionship.
In the season when dandelions were flying, she handed me a gentle invitation, which made me think that my youth would continue to shine.
But most of the heartbeats of youth end without a cure, and that period of cautious love failed to span time and distance after all.
Later, we each went on to different lives and never saw each other again.
That period of youth that was stable because of her eventually became nothing more than a tender and regretful old dream in my heart.
Intention: We didn't make it to the end, but you illuminated my entire troubled youth