Heart's Suicide Note

Xu Yuchen is a broken star that fell into the world. He has suffered from congenital heart disease for many years, and the quick-acting Jiuxin Pills he always keeps in his pocket are the only source of security in his barren life. Ten years ago, his father Xu Jingran, an anti-narcotics police officer, died in the line of duty to protect him. The bone-piercing sound of the gunfire was engraved in his bones, leaving him with a lifelong fear of loud noises. As a single parent with a poor financial situation, he was burdened with the heavy yoke of being an orphan of a martyr. He could only use a cold and indifferent armor to disguise himself, hiding his scars, weaknesses, and heart that could stop at any time, and stayed away from everyone in isolation. Xia Zhiheng is the scorching sun that sets the prairie fire ablaze. Born in a top wealthy family, he was born to be favored by millions of people. He is unruly, unbridled and magnanimous. He is used to controlling everything. He is born with a desire to conquer and never knows how to compromise. No one has ever made him restrain his edge. During the whole year of high school, they were strangers who existed in rumors about each other and had no interaction with each other. It wasn't until they were divided into classes in the second year of high school that their fates forcibly intertwined. In the tit-for-tat tug-of-war, the dazzling sun focused on this star that was on the verge of being broken. Xia Zhiheng got a glimpse of his unknown side: the embarrassment of running a stall in an old alley, the PTSD of shrinking when hearing the sound, and the vulnerability of being on the verge of suffocation when having a heart attack. That heart that was naturally arrogant and never controlled was completely softened by a person for the first time. Xia Zhiheng lost his aggressiveness, put away all his sharp edges, and hid the soft "A Xing" in his heart, blocking him from campus rumors and worldly prejudices, and becoming his only support in his illness and nightmare. He once thought that he could protect this falling star forever and use the heat of the scorching sun to heal all his years of pain. But the barriers between wealthy families and the abyss of destiny are never unreasonable. The powerful and autocratic Xia's father intervened forcefully, setting up a situation for the family's future and life and death, and forcibly sent Xia Zhiheng abroad. Coupled with the crazy revenge of the remaining drug lords left by Xu Yuchen's father, under the double pressure, Xia Zhiheng had no choice and was forced to leave alone. No one knew that the scorching sun, which was shining brightly, fell into the abyss of a foreign country. Without a good background or protection, Xia Zhiheng cut off his capital, was isolated, and struggled to survive in a foreign country. He survived countless years of darkness, lost his innocence in desperate situations, and developed a strong armor against the world. Xu Yuchen, who stayed where he was, mistakenly thought that his sun had completely abandoned him. The stars are covered with dust, and the heart is dying. He buried his deep thoughts, suffering and deep sorrow in his heart. With the blood of martyrs, congenital diseases and psychological nightmares, he grew up alone and desperately escaped from the painful past of Nancheng. Over the years, we have been separated by mountains and seas. The sky is filled with stars by the Qinhuai River, and a boy reborn from the ashes returns to his country on the moon. At this time, Xia Zhiheng was no longer the wanton and flamboyant young master he used to be. Holding the trump card in his hand, he fought against his autocratic father and the huge Xia Group alone, breaking through the double shackles of the world and the family, just to pursue the unfinished promise of his youth. He walked through the sea of people and the long blank years, firmly embracing the broken star that had been waiting for him for several years, with a hoarse but firm voice: "Axing, I'm back. Cross mountains and seas, fight against the whole world, this time, I will never let go." The stars never go out and the scorching sun never deserts. Two scarred hearts meet again across the years, the redemption of their youth comes to an end and they run for each other as adults. All the heartbeats in the world, from beginning to end, are only for each other. ——This is a heart-felt suicide note written to fate, which contains the pain endured by a young man, the hardships of a desperate situation in a foreign country, and the two-way redemption of the rest of his life against the secular world. Intention: Cross mountains and seas, guard a fragile heart with sincerity