The heroine met a lover who fell in love at first sight when she was young, and the two began a sweet love on campus. The heroine thought she had found a lover who could be entrusted to her for life. She wanted a mature, steady, responsible, and capable lover who could fill her lack of security due to family reasons. Unfortunately, after experiencing earthquakes, pregnancy, abortion, and parental opposition, she discovered that the one she loved had been deceiving her all along. Even though the hurt continues, the heroine still firmly chooses her lover, but she doesn't want her lover to choose to leave and abandon her after weighing the pros and cons in the end. The heroine went overseas, turned her grief into a career, created a world of her own, and met the perfect lover of her dreams. However, in the end, because of her unrepentant and lonely youth, she could no longer find her own heart and could not accept marriage with other people. The heroine's biggest wish in life is to live a happy and happy life with her lover. In the end, this wish can only become a luxury. In the end, the heroine chose to leave, focus on her career, and live her life alone.
Purpose: campus sadomasochism, urban emotions, workplace competition, sadomasochism writing, exploring true love between men and women