My name is Huang Yang. In 2023, I am a piece of shit lying on the sofa and being avoided by my son. I am a piece of trash who secretly transferred twenty yuan from my wife's mobile phone.
In my freshman year of high school, I used the perfume I bought from eating only 6 steamed buns a day to catch up with Gu Qinghe. She was the top student in the key class and the only one who didn't laugh when I was laughed at by the whole school for singing.
But the hammer of life never stops because of love. Her father fell ill and she gave up a major university to work in Shenzhen. I chased her to Shenzhen, but it became her weakest point in front of her co-workers.
The deeper sin lies in sophomore year. School girl Lin Panpan wrote the number on my palm one stroke at a time, but I handed the string of numbers to someone else. This was the beginning of her nightmare and a debt that I could never repay in my life.
Ten years later, I dug out an orange forest profile picture and typed three words: Where are you? At the end of the mountain road, Lin Panpan, who had been pushed into the abyss by my own hands, held up an orange with his right hand that was missing his ring finger: "I wish you an orange."
Not an orange. It's orange, it's success, it's the kind of perfection that I have never been able to achieve in my life.
[Reading Tips]:
The first person perspective of the male protagonist, purely realistic to the cruel youth, is not a cool novel.
Peel off the icing of youth and face the underlying struggle. The male protagonist has extremely real cowardice and moral flaws, which cannot be washed away.
The tone of the story is depressing and depressing, and the plot is bloody. Please be mentally prepared before reading.
Intent: A story about love, betrayal and repayment.