Who else could she love but him?
Whenever she feels uncomfortable and wants to give up on something, and when she can't persist, the first person she thinks of is always him!
Even she knows that he is different now than he was before! Maybe she also knows that she loves him deeply, not him now!
She loves him who has disappeared! But it has never changed! That deep longing has never changed! A heartbreaking love! But she will never forget it!
So today she still wants to see him often, because his face and smile cannot be changed!