I am Chen Zhiheng, and my younger brother is Chen Zhimu. I was always inferior to him: studies, sports, height, even love letters were never enough. So I always hate him and why he is taller than me in every aspect, not just one! When I was a child, I didn't feel that much. When I grew up, I was always compared with relatives and family members. I was really jealous of him. Our relationship went from being affectionate (actually it was me who was affectionate with him when we were kids) to silence. No, it seems that I imagined all this. He seems to have been very good to me. We rented a house outside, so he did all the washing, cooking, etc., But he was very, very cold. Until one day when he was drunk and had no idea what I had done, his attitude towards me changed completely. He blushes when he looks at me, touches his ears subconsciously, and even avoids my eyes (he used to look directly at me). Until one day, he suddenly said to me, "I am gay." It didn't matter, after all, he never seemed to have contact with girls in school. But he said he likes me? I panicked, I didn't know how to accept it or how to refuse it. Although I am also gay, I only thought about confessing to others, and never thought about others confessing to me! I seemed very happy, but also nervous, and even a little scared. Forget it, it seems good to have such a boyfriend... To be honest, I am really happy to be with him. He obeys me in everything. But his parents blocked him, and it was really for his future... I left, and it was three years since I left. I don't know how he spent these three years. I only know that my eyes were red from crying that night, and I didn't know how many packs of tissue I used. I didn't dare to go to him or contact him. I changed my phone card and cut off any contact between him and me. Just let go? But... I still miss him very much. Three years later, I met him and he said they had left in a car accident. In the end we were together again, just like before. "I love you and hope that you will be peaceful and happy every year." "Then I wish you have me and be by your side every year!"
Intention: I always don't want to get, because if you get something, you will always lose it. Until you appeared, let me understand - it turns out that there are some things that once you get them, you will never lose them again.