Introduction to the novel "Pretending to be a man, pretending to be the same kind"
As a boy, Yang Zhiyu fell in love with Shen Jinghan behind the screen for three whole years.
In a face-to-face online dating, she hid all her gender, imitated the boy's tone, put all tenderness and timidity into her words, stayed with him through loneliness, listened to him tell his thoughts, and became his only lover.
He is truly gay, and he only loves "him" on the other side of the screen.
Later, it was discovered that she relied on her neutral appearance and voice to overcome all the temptations of the first meeting and walked to him. Hugs, kisses, almost transgressive intimacy, she indulged in lies and suffocated in guilt.
She pretended to be a man, pretended to be a lover, pretended to be someone he liked, but she didn't dare to pretend she didn't love him.
Until the day when the truth was revealed, all the affection in his eyes was shattered, leaving only the hatred of being deceived and a collapsed worldview.
It turns out that this misplaced love from the beginning, from the moment he fell in love with the "same sex", was destined to be irreversible abuse.
Intention: It turns out that the most painful thing is not separation, but that I love you with all my heart, but even the identity I stand in front of you is fake.
