If I Become a Memory

The copywriting is all clouds... Just listen to the music... This is a text I made while listening to the song... That's it... Meow doesn't know how to post songs~~~so I'm attaching the lyrics: I'm tired. Try to stay awake as usual. I miss you as usual I'm so scared. I'll go to sleep with peace of mind. The heartbeat stops in the dream if it is disobedient    Listen, my breath is beating like a wave The more beautiful it is, the more uneasy it makes me What else can I cherish? If I can't even grasp my own pulse    If I become a memory and withdraw from this life Leaving you stunned and crying My cold body cannot hug you Thinking of me makes you, my beloved, travel alone in the sea of people I would hate myself for being so cruel    If I become a memory, I won't be so lucky after all I don't have a chance to turn my hair gray, holding you hobblingly to watch the sunset fade away It will take a long time for you to recover from your sadness one day If someone can accompany you, I don't blame you I'm tired. Try to stay awake as usual. Listen, my breath is beating like a wave    When will happiness end? Which moment is the last moment I want to hold you tightly I know you are the one I hate to part with the most in my life    If I become a memory and withdraw from this life Leaving you stunned and crying My cold body cannot hug you Thinking of me makes you, my beloved, travel alone in the sea of people I would hate myself for being so cruel    If I become a memory, I won't be so lucky after all I don't have a chance to turn my hair gray, holding you hobblingly to watch the sunset fade away It will take a long time for you to recover from your sadness one day If someone can, let him accompany you    If I become a memory, I'm most afraid that I'll be too disappointing Stubbornly lingering in the air, occupying every inch of your heart You who still love me are affected by the pain of losing me This is unfair. Please try your best to forget about me. Intention: